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13 November 2013 @ 05:21 pm
Blaines lost and doesn't no were to turn so does what he feels wright,
sadly I don't own any of the characters, I wish I did though :)





It seemed to be another ordinary day at Dalton academy the warblers were practicing there new winning number 'raise your glass' but a disturbance in the air began to put the teens on edge

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Media: Fic
Title: Beautifully Wrong
Author:
ilovescarves89
Rating: NC-17
Characters: ftm!Blaine, Kurt, Blaine's parents, Cooper, Sebastian, Trent, various ND members, non-major OCs.
Spoilers: Up to 3.22 to be safe. Canon up to 3.05 and largely canon compliant beyond that (with some notable exceptions), but necessarily AU because of the subject matter.
Warnings (this part): Transphobia. The words "The end" :p
Word count (this part): 9500

Summary: Blaine is FtM (female to male transgender) and no one at McKinley knows about it, but he realizes this has to change if he wants his relationship with Kurt to survive. This fic explores different aspects of Blaine's transition and how it affects his relationships with those closest to him.

A/N: So here we are. Final chapter. I'm not sure what say here except a giant "THANK YOU" too all of you who have made writing and posting this story such a wonderful experience. Please accept a giant cyber-hug. :) Lyrics are from Fighter.

Also: I will be posting a re-edited and re-organized pdf-version of the fic. Most notably there are now 31 chapters instead of 14 (so no more "pt. 1" etc.) but I've also fixed a few typos and words/phrases that bothered me. If you're interested you can head on over to the BW masterpost on Tumblr (edit: or the LJ masterpost) where there's a link.
Finally: A number of you have expressed interest in seeing more from this universe, so here's a small update on that. Basically I haven't decided anything 100% but I feel like I will probably write more in this universe at some point. The most likely thing is that I'll write a series of one-shots (I'll be applying to schools for next fall and I really do need to focus on some of my original stories, so just can't commit to doing a full sequel). They would be a mix of pre- and post-BW (and during?), exploring various issues/characters/other. I already have a few ideas lined up, but if you have anything specific you would like me to explore, feel free to message me; I can't promise I'll do anything with it, but I'd love to hear your thoughts. :)


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Media: Fic
Title: Beautifully Wrong
Author: ilovescarves89
Rating: NC-17
Characters: ftm!Blaine, Kurt, Blaine's parents, Cooper, Sebastian, Trent, various ND members, non-major OCs.
Spoilers: Up to 3.22 to be safe. Canon up to 3.05 and largely canon compliant beyond that (with some notable exceptions), but necessarily AU because of the subject matter.
Warnings (this part): Transphobia. And Sebastian. Because I know some of you can't stand him.
Word count (this part): 5700

Summary: Blaine is FtM (female to male transgender) and no one at McKinley knows about it, but he realizes this has to change if he wants his relationship with Kurt to survive. This fic explores different aspects of Blaine's transition and how it affects his relationships with those closest to him.

A/N: Lyrics again from the Fly/I Believe I Can Fly mashup. Betas for this are littlecheerioblaine and klainosaurusveit.

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Media: Fic
Title: Beautifully Wrong
Author: ilovescarves89
Rating: NC-17
Characters: ftm!Blaine, Kurt, Blaine's parents, Cooper, Sebastian, Trent, various ND members, non-major OCs.
Spoilers: Up to 3.22 to be safe. Canon up to 3.05 and largely canon compliant beyond that (with some notable exceptions), but necessarily AU because of the subject matter.
Warnings (this part): Transphobia, homophobia, bullying, violence and a moment that is (borderline?) sexual assault-y in nature. Yeah, JT is a pleasant guy.
Word count (this part): 4800

Summary: Blaine is FtM (female to male transgender) and no one at McKinley knows about it, but he realizes this has to change if he wants his relationship with Kurt to survive. This fic explores different aspects of Blaine's transition and how it affects his relationships with those closest to him.

A/N: Phew, this grew much longer than planned, so I've added a chapter (meaning two more after this), and the next one should be up no later than next weekend. Lyrics are from the Fly/I Believe I Can Fly mashup. Shoutout to littlecheerioblaine and bubblebuttchris for stepping in as betas while my usual tiredofstayingincontrol is out of town.

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Media: Fic
Title: Beautifully Wrong
Author: ilovescarves89
Rating: NC-17
Characters: ftm!Blaine, Kurt, Blaine's parents, Cooper, Sebastian, Trent, various ND members, non-major OCs.
Spoilers: Up to 3.22 to be safe. Canon up to 3.05 and largely canon compliant beyond that (with some notable exceptions), but necessarily AU because of the subject matter.
Warnings (this part): Transphobia, homophobia
Word count (this part): 7600

Summary: Blaine is FtM (female to male transgender) and no one at McKinley knows about it, but he realizes this has to change if he wants his relationship with Kurt to survive. This fic explores different aspects of Blaine's transition and how it affects his relationships with those closest to him.

A/N: So here is the promised return to McKinley. Lyrics are from the Fly/I Believe I Can Fly mashup. Unsurprisingly this one has transphobia as well as general angstiness.

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So... that episode... *sigh* :/

It left me with a lot of unresolved emotions, and it was very upsetting, and this little ficlet doesn't have much of a plot, isn't anything all that special... it's just my catharsis for a storyline that (thus far, anyway) I think was very disturbing and not handled all that well. Anyway, I hope I handled this okay, it's a tricky subject and if I've accidentally written anything offensive, please let me know. I hope you like this little fic, regardless.

Thanks so much for reading!!

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DoS


Title: Perspective
Beta: unbetaed
Fandom: Glee
Pairing: none, Blaine/Sam friendship
Warnings: discussion of child sexual abuse, possibly vaguely homophobic comments/thoughts
Words: roughly 1400
Summary: Sam doesn't really see what the big deal is. Why is Ryder so upset - and what's Blaine's deal, anyway?



Blaine didn’t turn around or acknowledge Sam in any way. If anything, he quickened his steps, his pace clipped and furious. Sam rushed to catch up with him, reaching out and catching an armful of Blaine’s sweater. Blaine spun around to face him, jerking his arm away, hand clenched into a fist, dark eyes smoldering. His voice was low and trembling with rage.

“Don’t touch me!”

 
 
Media: Fic
Title: Beautifully Wrong
Author: ilovescarves89
Rating: NC-17
Characters: ftm!Blaine, Kurt, Blaine's parents, Cooper, Sebastian, Trent, various ND members, non-major OCs.
Spoilers: Up to 3.22 to be safe. Canon up to 3.05 and largely canon compliant beyond that (with some notable exceptions), but necessarily AU because of the subject matter.
Warnings (this part): Angst, mild transphobia.
Word count (this part): 5800

Summary: Blaine is FtM (female to male transgender) and no one at McKinley knows about it, but he realizes this has to change if he wants his relationship with Kurt to survive. This fic explores different aspects of Blaine's transition and how it affects his relationships with those closest to him.

A/N: I'm finally back with the last half of ch. 10. I've had some personal things distracting me lately (some good, some bad), hence the delay, but I'm back now and ready to sink my teeth into the last three chapters (I've added one, so there will be thirteen in all) which should all be relatively short, so hopefully we'll get to the end before too long. But on to the chapter. Still Kurt POV, and I know you're all excited about going back to McKinley, but you're gonna have to be patient until the next update. :p

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Current Music: The Fray - You Found Me | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
Media: Fic
Title: Beautifully Wrong
Author: ilovescarves89
Rating: NC-17
Characters: ftm!Blaine, Kurt, Blaine's parents, Cooper, Sebastian, Trent, various ND members, non-major OCs.
Spoilers: Up to 3.22 to be safe. Canon up to 3.05 and largely canon compliant beyond that (with some notable exceptions), but necessarily AU because of the subject matter.
Warnings (this part): Angst, mentions of violence, transphobia.
Word count (this part): 7100

Summary: Blaine is FtM (female to male transgender) and no one at McKinley knows about it, but he realizes this has to change if he wants his relationship with Kurt to survive. This fic explores different aspects of Blaine's transition and how it affects his relationships with those closest to him.

A/N: First of a two-part chapter. Lyrics from I Have Nothing and Ben. Changing POVs and backing up a little time-wise for this one.

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25 March 2013 @ 08:42 am
Title: We Both Know
Author: moviegeek03
Beta: purplehrdwonder
Word Count: ~5,600
Characters/Pairings: Klaine, Sam, Santana, Rachel, Finn, Adam (some Kadam but nothing major), Burt/Carole, Tina, Hunter
Rating/Warnings: PG-13; Assault, mentions of steroid addiction; Spoilers for aired eps
A/N: Title comes from the Gavin DeGraw and Colbie Caillat song of the same name.
Summary: Kurt realizes that he might fear losing Blaine more than he fears letting Blaine back in when he learns Blaine has had a rather painful run in with Hunter.




Kurt didn’t hear Finn yelling his name through the phone, nor did he hear Adam calling him from across the table. All he heard was Finn’s words about Blaine echoing in his head. He was attacked. Blaine had been attacked somewhere back in Ohio while Kurt was sitting here attempting a date with Adam. He felt sick. This couldn’t be happening.
 
 
22 March 2013 @ 05:05 pm
Okay, so that last Glee episode... *sigh* ... I now have Blam feelings :P I still ship Kurt/Blaine primarily, but... these comment fics happened today :P LOL Hope you guys enjoy them :)

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DoS



Title: You Look So Good in Love
Pairing: Blaine/Sam, Kurt/Adam, past Kurt/Blaine
Prompt: "the first time Kurt sees Blaine in love with someone else who loves him back"
Rating: G
Words: 450
Warnings: none
Summary: see above prompt :)


It still hurt sometimes, but… Kurt thought he was moving on. Until graduation day.Collapse )





Title: Last Dance
Pairing: Sam/Blaine FS/unrequited, some Sam/Brittany, past Kurt/Blaine
Prompt: "first slow dance"
Words: 825
Warnings: none
Summary: Blaine's alone at prom... and it sucks.


Lots of people go to prom alone; it doesn’t mean he can’t have a good time. He’s been telling himself that for the past two hours.Collapse )